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Guts Lunacy Hope

by Jeibi

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yuravatolin Great songs! Beautiful voice and atmosphere. Favorite track: American New Year.
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1.
I promised myself I'd keep the corpse out all night I'll find a reason for writing about love Then feel okay with everything done in this bed I promised myself I'd find myself lost at sea I'll buy into the myth of more enthusing local forecasts Maybe I'll shed this skin somewhere that crushes with its night sky Where do you find the guts, the lunacy, the hope? To love yourself until you do the right For dragging you dying body up the beach For making new mistakes To keep going on and on about this Where do you find the guts, the lunacy, the hope? I'm starting to find out where I belong
2.
Cozy Cosine 02:31
There are no ghosts in my house I do not sit here conjuring men I am not stitching together skin and thoughts and guts There are no ghosts in my house So why do I keep coming here? Why do people keep coming here? Falling in love with every man you meet I'm afraid that you have John Cusack eyes Falling in love with every man you meet I'm afraid that you have John Cusack eyes There are no ghost in my house What kind of man wants to hear that? And when he does will he want to stay? Falling in love with every man you meet I'm afraid that you have John Cusack eyes Falling in love with every man you meet I'm afraid that you have John Cusack eyes
3.
Ezra Peter 03:38
Sometimes out loud I say "He's cute" Let this feeling bloom Let me focus on what's true An astronaut approaches a new universe New worlds open up We should too How can I stay in those eyes? With all my strength I never gave up on autumn You know I'm stubborn Steady contemplating futures I always seem to know what needs to be done Is it my body I overcome, Or just my soul? How can I stay in those eyes?
4.
Foster 03:33
If I'm on fire Then you're on fire too We're a new race of creature Damn near extinct Each summer we shed our clothes Our tongues crumble like ash If I am lost I hope you are lost too More than anything My lover should be lost Let the breeze infect your hair It was always in your hair
5.
Wer et Wife 02:41
It seems I only hallucinate the sunrise I only hallucinate the sunrise The sunrise The sunrise You've got to Kill the boy, Let the wolf grow Big and strong, Kill the child Then you Put your paws inside his hands Stretch his face over your maw It seems I only hallucinate the sunrise I only hallucinate the sunrise The sunrise The sunrise Know your groceries Pad your skull Own your soul Paint the town I hope that sin hounds never find you out So long, pal, be pure The man and wife in my head The people dancing in my head I think they hurt the most I think they hurt the most It seems I only hallucinate the sunrise I only hallucinate the sunrise The sunrise The sunrise
6.
It can't be the best time for feeling this way Losing daylight, skin changing colors Unhealthy shades of red sit between us I can't move it What am I without it? It can't be the best time for feeling this way Losing daylight, skin changing colors Unhealthy shades of blue sit between us I can't move it What am I without it? Am I making this up? Is the pain even real? In time will I grow, Will I know that I've loved myself enough? Or does it come like the wave? And does it leave like the moon? I know you'll feel better if you tell them Crawl out of your skull and tell them Why wouldn't they want to know My skin changes colors
7.
It’s me who rockets underwater It’s me who rockets underwater I’ll breathe, rise, takeover How often do you reach out? Writhing on the ocean floor I never learned to cure the past "Serene, Corporate, Graceful" Who has the life that I want? And when your hallowed dead Return after so long Rejoice, rejoice your son was dead rejoice Rejoice, rejoice your son was dead rejoice When your hollowed dead Return after so long Rejoice, rejoice your love was dead rejoice Rejoice, rejoice your love was dead rejoice I try to think about what hurts Try to put it all in words I'll still lie to you, lie to myself How often do you reach out?
8.
The Tropical 03:00
It’s the season of sealust that threatens to do good It sits in your heart, and moves you through the woods I learned water is a virtue, I’ll sleep through the night Last year I was hard to praise, but you know I try
9.
I whisper doubt into the world It's always a gift from deep within Will there always be that sorcery in these hands? I don't know What crawls out of your mouth when you sing? At least for today with all these words I'll invoke a tear or help keep your head on I'll be the perfect place to waste your time Or nothing at all What crawls out of your mouth when you sing?

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released November 3, 2017

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